Another day has passed

Another day has passed but the pain is still killing me. The more I fight this feeling, the more I am drowned with the loneliness I feel. Why should this feeling never end? I really wonder why.. Am I really destined to suffer or this is just part of what they called challenges in life? All I know is I am hurt and I cannot help my self but to stumble and fall. No matter how hard I tried to stand up but this feeling keeps on pulling me down. It’s been three weeks since she left me and within that period of time my life have gone astray. Some people may say I’m a fool to say such things but I will answer them: have you been in this kind of situation? 'Coz if you do, you will understand how I feel. Hurt is the price I have to pay for loving someone so much. Moreover, each day, that love grows even stronger.

I can’t get her out of my mind. All the time she’s the one I’ve been thinking of. I tried to keep myself busy so that at one moment I could get away with the thought that she never exist. However, the more I do it the more I hurt myself, the more I realized how much she means to me.

Her smile used to brighten up my day. Whenever I’m down and out, her smile gives me the strength to keep moving on. She’s the source of my life and without her I’m nothing. She’s part of everything I do, my plans, my reason for living. I may sound insane but If you love someone so much you’ll feel the same way too.

Another day has passed and I have to face new challenges that await my way on the coming days. I just hope God will still give me strength to keep moving despite the hardships I’ve been through.