Sad, frustrated, pissed, exhaustion.... a series of emotions that could easily turn love into hate.... overtime....
It baffles me on how much giving in and caring can be dismissed as my stubbornness. It bewilders me that I should not stand up for my opinion... even more, that it is simply impossible to keep opinions to myself and just shut up!
Is this what I've always been warned against? That I would lose my independence and individuality... All the things that make me into the person that I am and known for is drastically changing.
Its funny how demoralization is constantly chasing me. Yes it does... in different situations, throughout the years, from different people... but the effect remains the same.
The silent arguments between my head and my heart is tiresome.
I shall bear with them again... I must not analyze for there lies more questions and leads to a broken heart.
I shall sleep tonight in hopes of a beautiful dream that can anesthetize this pain and anger to give me strength for a better tomorrow.
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1 comment:
hmm..thanx for reading my blogs.. how long have you been that way.. i'v been in a six year relationship and it ended in a flick of a finger..just like that..no explnations nothing..i acted so crazy within weeks.. but then a i came to realize..that destiny has ways of playing with our decisions..don't we just hate that..i dont knw what to say.. Time heals all wounds?? nah..
don't know..what about the memories.. I just hope you could get back on track.. Nobody deserves to hurt the way we did..
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