Tired

Sad, frustrated, pissed, exhaustion.... a series of emotions that could easily turn love into hate.... overtime....

It baffles me on how much giving in and caring can be dismissed as my stubbornness. It bewilders me that I should not stand up for my opinion... even more, that it is simply impossible to keep opinions to myself and just shut up!

Is this what I've always been warned against? That I would lose my independence and individuality... All the things that make me into the person that I am and known for is drastically changing.

Its funny how demoralization is constantly chasing me. Yes it does... in different situations, throughout the years, from different people... but the effect remains the same.

The silent arguments between my head and my heart is tiresome.

I shall bear with them again... I must not analyze for there lies more questions and leads to a broken heart.

I shall sleep tonight in hopes of a beautiful dream that can anesthetize this pain and anger to give me strength for a better tomorrow.

cabal new patch

hello E-GAMERS.. are you having trouble with the new updates in cabal? here are some useful tips you can use to solve bugs in the new update_dat22 in cabal launcher.. i hope it will work on you.. i figured this out after the last maintenance when i cant run my launcher..

download this link
link:
http://www.mediafire.com/download.php?cy1xjaojqbo

step1:
download the launcher.zip
step2:
extract it evrywhere....
step3:
backup the launcher folder located in the cabal folder..
step4:
copy the launcher folder located at the extracted launcher.zip
put it in the cabal folder and replace the existing file....

step 5: run the patch!!!!!!!

if this wont work on u.. try to download this and run
http://www.mediafire.com/?jypohydxnsg

when you run the launcher click first "CHECK FILES"
this process takes time so you need to be patient..

HAPPY E-GAMING..

PAIN IN MY HEART

Here I am alone in this empty room
And let my mind just fly you to the end
Thoughts of you still linger in my memory
Wondering why my life is not that fair
I could still recall
Those memories of you
The joy and all your laughter
The love thast we've been through
Oh, I can't believe you're gone
Oh, no

Talkin' to myself for no reasons I could find
Findin' out why everything went wrong
Tears falling down my cheeks that
I've been trying to hold
It doesn't know if I could still go on
I wanted you to stay
The tears begin to show
You said you cared for me
But then you had to go
And now I know you're gone

But I don't want to remember
The things (we used to do/that we've been
Through)
And all the things that remind me of you
I don't want to hear the songs
The songs we used to sing
'coz I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart

I just can't believe you're gone

No, no...
I don't wanna feel
Yeah, I don't wanna feel the pain in my heart
I don't wanna feel, don't know what went wrong